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[22 Nov 2003|05:51pm] |
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I have a request. I want an honest opinion of myself. If you want to, please comment anonymously and tell me your seriously truthful opinion of me. I've been getting the vibe from a lot of people that I am a bad friend, and I'd really like to find out what the hell I'm doing wrong. Please, it would mean a lot to me.
Thanks.
I love you all.
<3
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| CantKompare: your the best kelsey |
[05 Oct 2003|03:59pm] |
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well, i finally did it.
sorry guys and girls...
Friends Only
comment to be added, or to stay added.
i love you all.
<3Kelsexy<3
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| i love you, almost as if you loved me too |
[04 Oct 2003|10:02am] |
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i'm really tired of pretending that everything is okay.
when it's not.
i love you.
...please comment, i could really use some cheering up...
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| PlanetKaitlin: no way jose! |
[02 Oct 2003|03:26pm] |
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i never have music anymore...wow i am so boring |
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today was a normal day, i guess.
well, i really need to start doing my chemistry homework.
like REALLY.
oh yeah spanish was comedy.
ahh class was once again boooring,
and i was writing a note to liz.
he asks me a question, and i was thinking
"oh shit i dont know what the hell hes talking about"
then i realize that he knew i was writing a note.
he comes over and RIPS it out of my notebook,
all the while yelling "writing notes IS A SIN! ITS A SIN!"
and then he puts it in his pocket.
FUCK.
i was so scared that he was gonna read it to the class.
but he didnt, and he gave it back to me and was like "dont write notes AGAIN."
hahahahahaha.
oh i know, i am a rebel.
afterschool, went to the mall.
fit like 8 people in bruces car.
haha. it was good times.
anywho, we just kinda walked around,
talked about boobs and penises,
had a PEE PARTY. well, almost.
then i went back to school.
i hung out in the ASB room w/ emily, sammy, robert, bryce, kait, and albert.
we had some good laughs.
as always.
i love those girls and guys.
they make me happy.
now i'm home alone! ahhh i'm so bored and lonely! someone come and rescue me please!
oh, and by the way:
...today...
+ HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNA! i hope yer day was fantabulous!
+ I SAW AND HUGGED ANNIE TODAY! oh man how cool are we? yea, i know. VERY.
...tomorrow...
+ alannah's birthday is tomorrow! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!!
+ boys waterpolo have a game against oaks christian! i hope they win! ::fingers crossed::
+ weight training tomorrow morning! yay! i hope liz, danie and i can go to starbucks before it starts!
+ football game against crespi! GO KNIGHTS! [oh wow. i am officially a loser.]
i love you all!
<3Kels-Hoe<3
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| arent i the upbeat one? |
[01 Oct 2003|07:02pm] |
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i want you. AND yer body. |
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i dont know. i just dont know anymore...any else ever have that feeling like you just wanna give up?
boys polo did a nice job today. JV won! yay! and even though Varsity lost, they still played an incredible game. great job guys!
i love y'all
<3Kels<3
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| oh man...thats ACTIVE! ((new "cool" word)) |
[30 Sep 2003|10:05pm] |
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i just got home from babysitting.
::guess who's FORTY-FIVE dollars richer?::
yea, thatd be MEEEEEEEEEEE.
i love you all!
<3KELS-HOE<3
how come you have enough time to go out and make other people fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the one who already does?
...eat dick...
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[30 Sep 2003|03:44pm] |
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well, i just had a long talk with my mom. for some stupid reasons, i can only be on the computer for 45 minutes a night. and i cant talk on the phone at all. supposedly, im not focusing on my homework enough. oh god i am so restricted. ugh. well, i hope i can still stay in touch with all y'all. i love you anyways. <3<3<3
MY HOROSCOPE:
Taurus knows his or her limits. You can only hope that others recognize the line between what they should and shouldn't try. Maybe you'll be laughed at now, but one day you'll be famous for this cautious decision.
oh yeah...i found out that my mom is reading this book called "Yes, Your Teen Is Crazy". wtf? im not that crazy...
me: i cant believe you're reading that book!
mom: its just a book
me: well fine, im gonna write a book called "Yes Teens, Your Parents Are Crazy"
mom: great, make me millions of dollars
me: NO im keepin my million dollars!
hahahaha.
I LOOOOOOVE YOU ALL.
<3Kelsexaaaaaaaaaaaaay<3
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| i love when people are nice. i really, really, really DO. |
[28 Sep 2003|02:02am] |
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motion city soundtrack - the future freaks me out |
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just when you think people cant get any worse...
the little things can just make you feel better. <3<3<3
BcbLovE: O thank you...just to let you know even if we dont say it thanks alot for coming to the games and helping us out
PiNkPiXiEdUsT24: he was like "i miss kelsey, u need to hang out with her more"...it was soo cute, and so unlike julian to actually care about my friends
wow. im happy. so incredibly happy. whew, that feels good to say that word again. happy...
I LOVE YOU ALL. each and every single one of one of you.
<3Kelsexy<3
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| never ever try HOT SAUCE..even a little. OOOUUUCH! it burns! |
[27 Sep 2003|03:14pm] |
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today was fuuuun.
erin picked me up at 7:30...ahh early!
we went to starbucks.
i got a delicious mocha-coconut frappachino. yummmmmmmmm.
we drove and drove and drove.
until we finally found malibu high.
we got ready to do stats,
and before we knew it the game had started!
i was the "official picture-taker".
ahhh my pictures are great.
the managers [me, erin, liz, and danielle] are making the varsity boys a scrapbook of pictures.
but shhhh, its a secret, dont tell them.
i had a lot of fun.
after the games, erin and i went to the Beach Cafe.
oh gosh that was some GOOD EATIN.
hahaha.
now i am home, and i am bored. as usual.
BOYS WATERPOLO WON BOTH OF THEIR GAMES! THEY PLAYED AMAZING, AND I AM SO PROUD OF THEM! GREAT JOB GUYS!
( this song IS good ::DONT HATE, APPRECIATE:: )
i love you all!
<3Kels<3
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| i'm SAD AS PLAID |
[26 Sep 2003|10:37pm] |
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ND CHEERS...lol what else is new? |
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i love you. and you dont know it. fuck. i wish you knew...and felt the same way...
i always want what i cant have...but what CAN i have? ::sad face::
there was nothing particularly fabulous about this night, and i dont feel like describing my feelings right now...actually, i dont even know what i'm feeling right now...all i know is, this song makes me cry:
Well it´s tough to have a crush
When the boy doesn´t feel the same way you do
Well it´s tough to have a crush
When your best friend breaks the news
Perhaps you´ll find me feeling better
In a day or two
But it´s tough to have a crush on you
Well it´s tough to have a crush
Who ever knew such hullabaloo
Well it´s tough to have a crush
When it only leaves you blue
Perhaps they´ll find you in the river
In a month or two
Well it´s tough (so tough) to crush on you
Well it´s tough (so tough) to crush on you
Yes it´s tough (so tough) to crush on you
i love you all.
<3Kelsey<3
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| boys polo did great today! 1 and 1! woo hoo good job guys!! |
[25 Sep 2003|09:16pm] |
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its tough to have a crush - ok go |
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KAITLIN JAFFE, I AM GOING TO MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! I LOVE YOU MY DARLING!! <3<3<3
today wasnt too exciting.
oh well.
then i left early to go to the doctor.
physicals are so FUN TERRIBLE.
then i got a shot. :(
it hurt so much, but i'm alright now.
then i went to starbucks w/ sammy and emily.
we talked and laughed, as usual.
i love those girls.
EUREKA!
tomorrow is another day, indeed.
weights, gold day, football game, FRIDAY.
thank god.
i love you all.
<3Kels<3
...it's tough to have a crush on you...
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| HATE is such a strong word... |
[24 Sep 2003|08:50pm] |
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so yesterday - hilary duff [OH YEAH YOU KNOW YOU LIKE IT] |
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Sammy, i'm so sorry. i want you to know how much i love you, and care about you. although i know you aren't the happiest person right now, i am making it my business to see that you are the happi-est you can be everyday. this is of course because i love you so much. and i know you will get through this.
well school today was CRAP. no need to bore you with any details.
aw look. its my friends.
i love you all. so much.
<3Kels<3
oh, and all you people out there who think its OK to be mean to me, well i got news for you. IT ISN'T OK. just thought you should know.
...im feeling a little sick. leave me a nice message. please...
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| *crazed and dazed* |
[23 Sep 2003|09:46pm] |
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well, it's settled.
it is officially "I HATE KELSEY" day.
yay...?
Crazyfireman22: i hate you
Crazyfireman22 signed off at 8:54:35.
"can you remember anything? you need to study more! all you care about is yourself and your social calendar! why do you have to be so conceited?" -my parents
thanks everyone.
thanks ALOT.
well, i love most of you.
<3Kels<3
WHERE IS THE FUCKING LOVE?
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| i copied kaitlin. sort of. |
[22 Sep 2003|08:59pm] |
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i love my friends.
i love how sammy stays on the phone with me until 2 when i have a lot of homework, even when she has none.
i love how kaitlin and i are alike in every single way.
i love how emily "slays me".
i love how danielle and i can always have fun together, even when things arent going our way.
i love how robert can make me laugh anywhere, anytime.
i love how bryce and i pretend to be a married couple.
i love how liz and i only talk about boys.
i love how erin and i get kicked out of the galleria.
i love how katie can always make my day with her wonderful-ness.
i love how alannah and i go waaaaaaaaaay back, and how we're becoming as good of friends as we used to be.
i love meeting new people.
i love keeping old friends.
i love having a crush on someone. [even if sometimes its sad]
i love boys waterpolo.
i love taking pictures.
i love weight training.
i love how my name can be changed to "Kelsexy".
i love baking cookies.
i love movies.
i love to DANCE.
i love to love.
and...
I LOVE YOU
<3Kels<3
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| i love this quote... |
[21 Sep 2003|10:34pm] |
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Should i smile, because you're my friend...or cry, because that's all we'll ever be?
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| I SAW KATIE LIKE 50 TIMES TODAY! I LOVE HER! |
[19 Sep 2003|10:45pm] |
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N-O-T-R-E-D-A-M-E....NOTRE DAME, GOOOO NOTRE DAME!!!!! |
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today was OKAY.
math test.
writing notes/nap in religion
ap euro test wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.
left for polo games w/ danie.
we had so much fun!
"I LOVE JV GAMES!" hahaha.
Varsity lost. ::tear,tear::
but JV won! yay!
then we came back and got ready for the football game...
tonight was grand.
i love football games.
and i love my friends. so much.
wow...i love them.
and you should too.
then you might be cool.
<3Kelsexy<3
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| HI SAMMY |
[18 Sep 2003|09:02pm] |
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i'm humming and having fun......so there |
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today was funny.
school was boring.
but i love my friends so much.
kelsey: "AAAHHHHHHH!!
::kelsey tackles kaitlin::
kaitlin: "WHAT ARE YOU DOING? OOHHHHHHH! HAHAHHAHAHA!!!"
so many people think that i am lesbian.
"why do you have bongs on your ears??"
+ then i went to emily's house w/ kaitlin
+ we studied AP Euro
+ "TUUUUUUUUUUDOR!"
+ kaitlin got her hair done. it looks GORGEOUS.
then i came home.
i watched degrassi and ate cheerios.
i am waaaaaay too cool.
i want a boy.
i love you all oh-so very much.
<3Kels<3
P.S. tomorrow is gonna be GRAND.
weight training.
boys polo game.
football game.
FRIDAY.
...blow me...
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[17 Sep 2003|06:26pm] |
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where is the love - black eyed peas ((haha danie)) |
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well, today was a horrible day.
but...
i was in a great mood.
hmmm, weird.
i need more sleep, seriously.
this week combined ive gotten like 9 hrs.
ugh. ::yawn::
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZ! i love ya!
so, yea...
the boys polo game.
i felt really bad for them.
they were massacred.
::sad face::
i did game clock. it was fun.
danie did shot clock.
erin and liz did stats.
we all had a good time, even though they lost, it was still fun.
now im home.
and guess what?
i have a ton of homework. again.
guess i wont be getting any sleep tonite. again.
ugh. again.
Quotes of the Day:
+ "that turns me on"
+ "are you two lesbians or something?"
+ "what? ya got a problem?"
+ "ooh dont get hit by that car" "yea, we know, we saw it." "actually, i wish that car woulda hit you!" ::glare:: "calm down, geez, theres only love here"
+ "let me see it! oooh sexy girl"
+ "you do dancing and acting?! youre just an all american girl!"
(((i want to be loved)))
ta ta for now
<3Kels<3
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